Quotes

List of thing to do before I die

Go on my mission

Go to college

Get married

Have a family

Do some stupid stuff

Change the world

Learn new things

Make new friend

Travel the world

Get old

Give all my money away before I die

Lost

Song By: Senses Fail

Slow Dance

So how can we find ourselves?

Trapped in our own private hells

Where we just scream but no one can hear

X marks the spot where the dig begins

The treasure is found within

The broken hearts that are soaked with fear.

Thank You!

You abandoned me as a child,

You never gave me a chance.

You never loved me like a mother should have.

I spent every night, thinking of what I did wrong!

Thinking of things that I did too make you leave.

I have always blamed myself for your mistakes.

I thought I was a mistake, that I didn’t belong here.

Every time I looked in the mirror, I saw your reflection.

It was telling me that I will never be good enough.

I guess you were right.

I have been rejected, hurt and broken.

I became unfixable.

Until, they came.

They fixed me; they showed me what love was.

They made me feel like I was important.

Like, I could be cared for.

I also learned that your mistakes weren’t mine.

There was nothing I could have done to stop you.

I finally learned how to let go.

I learned what fogginess was.

Then I did one thing that I tough was impossible.

I forgave you, and I felt good.

So I am grateful for what you did.

And all is left to say now is  Thank you!

I'm Tired

I’m tired of being sad

I’m tired of yelling

I’m tired of crying.

I’m tired of pretending.

I’m tired of being angry.

I’m tired of being alone.

I’m tired of feeling crazy.

I’m tired of remembering.

I’m tired of not knowing.

I’m tired of missing people.

I’m tired of needing help.

I’m tired of not loving and not being loved.

I’m tired of being different.

I’m tired of feeling stuck.

I’m tired of feeling worthless.

I’m tired of feeling empty inside.

I’m tired of not being able to just let go.

I’m tired of wishing I could just start over.

I’m tired of dreaming for something better.

But most of all, I’m just tired of being tired.

Picture Quotes

I love picture quotes.. They bring me joy in life. I want to share some of that joy with you.. sorry not all of them have the the person who said that quote.
So here you go!

Death

Death makes things real, it makes you feel pain. Pain that you have never, felt before. It makes you realize that life ends. You can't stop death. Sometimes it comes out of nowhere it hits you so heard, that your own feet can't keep you up. Sometimes it makes you wonder. Why them and not me? How am I better than that person? Why do I deserve to live? But it won't answer you.
It wants you to be miserable. It wants you to cry yourself to sleep every night. It wants you to crumble to paces. It wants you to stay down forever. But you have to get back up. You can't have death controlling you. You have to look in to the future, and realize that it does gets better.
You cannot blame yourself. Death will make you feel like it was your fault. It will make you think, "what if I was there when it happened, maybe I could have stopped it," or "If I told her/him not to go out, maybe they still would be alive." NO STOP! It's not your fault, it never was.
It happens to everyone. You just have to be stronger than death. I will tell you this, it does get better. Life goes on. Sometimes it may not seem like it, but I promise you it does. Each day, it hurts just a little but less. Each night you’re tears dry just a little but faster.
The pain gets easier to deal with. It won't completely go away but it will get better. I know this for myself, because I lost someone close to me. It seems like my life was over, but I told myself that I can have this affect my life to much. So I got back up and I’m still going. It doesn't mean that I forgot about that person. No they will always be with me.